my fear ?

Never thought you would have to leave , soon.
Never thought thought u would be this far.
Never thought i would be this lonely .

I've this fear.
What if we changed?
This fear is the reason for this tears.

At night, your presence still lingers.
Your voice, your smell.
Thinking & Missing you lots.

& Am i over reactin?

Busy ?

YEAP.

After A Long Time.

Thought after o's thought i would be free ; using comp & enjoyin life.

But i'm ejoyin life bt kinda busy.

I got a job as a waitress in Novotel. (4 star hotel i think)

But apparently i'm doin office work .

yeah it's cool. But it gets really boring andwhen i'm free I get to do waitress work.

Caan be fun with frens.

But most of the time, im in work.

=)...

busy, busy,busy.

Os in the air.

:D
finally got the the time to come online and blog.
been busy since my o level.
hmp! today had social studies and chemistry .

- five more papers to go! phyics, geography, poa paper 1 n 2 , chemistry and phyic paper 1.
woahoo.

have lots of plan stored to do after o's. hehe!

Not forgetting. Today, my friend, Uma gave a early surprise- bought a present for me.
THANK YOU!
:D
birthday's on 5 nov. this comin thursday.

but unfortunately , having poa papers but going out and celebatin party on 12. :D after o's!

- currently prayin that i will do well for my o's!

MY FUNNY VALENTINE

My funny valentine

Sweet, comic valentine

You make me smile with my heart

Your looks laughable

Unphotographable

yet, you're my favourite work of art

Is your mouth - a little weak?

When you open it to speak, are you smart?

Don't change a hair for me .

For each day is Valentine's Day.

Bad luck or ..

how would u feel when someone jus comes up to u and ask wether u have a problem with them?

FREAKING PISSED OFF.

a woman jus walked up to me and asked whether i had a problem with her when i was talkin with my frens..

GOD! i don't even know her.
why would i have problem with her???

& she smelt so much of cigarette that the bus smelt of smoke.

" hiyah. so smelly, people smoke cigarette"

" Oh hor, u smoke right " i teased my fren.

Wow! then when the women came up to me.

She asked me whether i had problem with her.

The whole time when she was talking to me, i was jus staring at her mouth.

GOd, rotten teeth. wonder why people even smoke.

It jus affect your health( U DIE EARLY ) & makes u look SO ugly.

Not to mention she smelt of cigar. ( couldn't breath )!

& she still says she's not a smoker. She's a mother. ( SERIOUSLY NO LINK )

Later when she walked off, she said ' it's non of your fucking business.'

Felt like slappin her, man.
Hopes she falls down the stairs!

theres only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you

my poet,

give me more lovin then i've ever had.

make me feel special when i'm not

barely gettin mad, im so glad i found you.

give me more lovin from the very start.

i tell you things that i shouldn't.

make me feel good when i hurt so bad.

best that i've had.

im so glad that i found you.

i love bein around you.you make it easy as easy 1 2 3 4.

alwyas hold me like this, like a flower.& of course ur my thorn,by my side.

wonderland of snow.

SNOW CITY=========================


went snowcity. was fun.
we kept going up & down, up & down.
guess the people there was shock, "how many times can they go?"
gosh, not to mention, my pant was COLD wet .
& my butt hurt because of the cold.
BET my butt was red!
when i went toilet, couldn;t bear to pull up my pants! ;P heheh!

lesson learnt : - sit on a smaller tube.

26.05.09

SECOND TRY of PRANK CALL!
(narration)

PRANKER : HELLO ! This is Mandy speaking. I'm doing a survey so would you give me few minutes!

The GUY: ERM!

PRANKER : HAVE YOU EVER HAD SEX ?

The GUY: ermm, no!

PRANKER : So are you gay?

The GUY: erm.. MAYBE?

PRANKER : Do you know that's there is such virus as HIV?

The GUY : NO!

PRANKER : Do you know that's such protection called mondom?

The GUY : MONDOM ? There is?

( backgroung laugh )

The GUY : Where did you get my number & who are you?

================================================


so we just put down the phone.
hehehes !
something it good to be so naughty!
') loving it.

tht guy was kinda funny.
& i came up with the word "MONDOM" !
Laughed like hell, till my stomach hurt.

How long is your face?

Have you ever measured how long your face is!?

Why not try now! >?

HAHAHS!

Cause thats what we did on monday (25.05.09)

WE- me, binu , kaushalya , aysha and uma !

Monday- first day of the school of the week.

who knew the day would start off so wonderful!

Monday was the start of intensive mother tongue programme!

SO! It means the WHOLE day and for the whole one WEEK, there would only be mother tongue.

=) how great is that!

+.+ Me and my frens were in the library till the school end!

MEASURING OUR FFACE- thats what we did during our free time!

RESULTS!

( starting with BIGGESt)

binu- 16.2

kaushalya -15.6

Me and aysha - 15

====== & not to mention tried to do prank calls but nobody pick the calls!

was so excited!

sigh..

spent the day shivering in the library!

Out to bugis!

- In the gift shop , tryin out the masks! :D

- ME and SABINA.

hmmm.... guess sabina 's practicin already! kekek

- ME & URMI !

_ in MAC!

* don't know how many rounds we did in bugis street and walked like crazy before we went mac.

was fun though

nov 18?

nov 18??

There u were and here i was.

U managed to catch my attention .

Suddenly u walked towards me.

Not to mention start a conversation.

Though it was the first time we met.

Somehow u made me feel comfortable around u.

You made me laugh. You made me smile.

Somehow u made me feel so special.

I don't know whether it is right or wrong.

somehow it feels wrong

At the same time, right.

I may hurt the ones i love,

with the truth.

But i'm taking this risk.

maybe for the one i love?

MONDAY so not my day!?

WOAH!
You don't know what happened today at school.
During lunch, i had mee soto. Then after eating, i found out that i had a HUGE STAIN on my shirt of mee soto soup! SO had to hide with my file.
Then after school, had self-study group so was sitting down with my friends. Thats when i accidentally dropped my pen and it skretch my shirt, dropping to the floor.
Wow, another wonderful stain! don't you think so?
hahahs!

den den den!

my pen tip was so crocked!!!
waah !
my favourite pen had to end up that way.

Binu & aysha was laughin like hell.

i guess monday, new year eve (in nepal) is SO NOT MY DAY!

aniways!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE TO ALL NEPALIS!
MAY U HAVE BLAST! dancin!
:)

trip

This was taken during our PSA trip. Posted it after so long.

motivational camp? ?

25.03.09( wednesday ) 26.03.09( thursday ) 27.03.09 (friday)

We had motivational camp! Thought it would be fun, but i was wrong.
WOW! Suffered for 3 days. It was suppose to motivate us but what the heck.
It didn't! Even the food wasn't nice. The next day, had diarreah from eatin.
During the motivational camp was damm boring. On some occassional, it was fun.
We had to do mindmap, VISUALISE and even played games. Playing games was quite fun especially broken telephone where we had to pass on a message from different laugague. It was quite funn wwhen the message was changed, luaghed till i cried!

Then we had to either sing or make poem of our school values.
For my group, we decided to sing!
And it went like this!

WHEN"S THERE'S TROUBLE, YOU KNOW WHO TO CALL.
FROM THE TOWER, THEY CAN SEE IT ALL.
SELF-DISCIPLINE IS WHAT WE HAVE TO BE. (FIRST TOA PAYOH )
CAUSE THERE'S TEACHER ALWAYS ON PATROL. (FIRST TOA PAYOH)
COMPASSION AND INTEGRITY IS WHAT WE NEED TO BE.( FIRST TOA PAYOH )
AND PRIDE AND EXCELLENCE COVERS IT ALLLLLLL!
GOOOOOOO! SPICE!

( TRY TO SING IT IN TEEN TITIAN SONGS)

It was quite hilarious and at the same time quite embrassing.
Then Freaky and i went toilet , take pic!

+_+

What do you do when you're bored! ??? Well, I'm so FREAKINGLY BOREd that I'm blogging now.( sorrie for my boredom ) Nothing to do at all. Oh GOD, not to mention i got POA class tomorrow for 4 hours! Can y'all believe it! For 4 hours! How to survive like that. HATE HER> she talks super slow and soft. MOST of the TIME, DON'T UNDERSTAND AT ALL. sigh >my life<

aniways > Todae me and my girlfriends planned to go to watch horror movie - coming soon - but most of us wasn't sure so we didn't . So stayed at home to do my homeworks! just few more and i'm done.

It's feels so great when you're relieved of homework.

Oh! when will I finish school?? SOON! that is. Just the thought of o level, gives me stress.

Gosh it's 11 o clock. Is it just me or is the time moving slow?

+ My life 's so boring!

I bet you knew it already.

ARGHHH!

BOREDOM is SO KILLING ME!

it's not that i dun trust u.

it just the fear.

jus another day.

Today's March 10.

Time really flies fast!

Just finished my project for geography .

Had to buld a tree model and present it.

And my tree look like a coconut tree.

Don't even know what it should look like. :D

wishes

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

- todae's MACRCH 7!

and i have to go fithri's birthday at ECP. (east coast park)

it's not really her birthday today.

its tomorrow.

but there's school on monday, so she's celebrating her birthday today.

WISH HER

A

HAPPY SWEET SIXtEEN

BIRTHDAY!

hope she have a blast today at her party!

&

hope her wishes come true!

:)

hmm... somebody's birthday also coming on mARCH 12! ..

wondering what to give!

' hate it '

wow, long since i blogged! - 14 days!

sigh. I guess been too busy nowaday.

Life's getting stressful and boring.

_ Studyin all day?! Nothing really gets into my head ( thick skull ).

This year's o level and got lots to catch up.

Even now i wonder how i'm gonna do.

PARENTS have HIGH expectations.

& I don't wanna dissappoint them.

Gonna do all it takes to make them proud! (praying)

See!

Just thinking of it, makes me have a headache.

Or i slept for too long.

hehehs!

oh, well. Who cares.

LOVE'S IN THE AIR

14.02.09

HAPPY WALENTINE'S DAY to all!!!

have a blast with your loves one! ...





ps. will always love ya.

01.02.09

ME, BINU, SUSAN & SABINA

HAHA! Our head in one direction!

LAXMI and ME ..

geee... !

JUS ME, BINU AND SABINA

sorry Anjali for not dancing at your birthday party.

BEHIND THE SCENE.

hahaha! They are so gonna kill me! :P

BUT will STILL LOVE THEM!

26.01.09

The FOUR of US!

ME!

Binu and Sabina


Laxmi and Urmila

Laxmi.. acting cute.!

(sabina's SWEET sixteen birthday) ... sad mine's still a long way.

Anjali, anjali, Binu, Ismriti, Hira, Urmila , Laxmi and ME !!! went for sabina's sweet sixteen.

It was a small party! BUt it was fun! We were to shy to dance, so we only shook out buttocks! :D

AND we took alots of photo but unfortunately most of them is HIRA cause she will be editing it and i haven't ask her yet.

continue... >>>

Chinese New Year

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

To ALL Of You!
Take this opportunity to be reunited with your families and friends
And also rememeber to have fun while at it.
Remember to exchange HONGPAOS too! heheh. (dun mind me)
Enjoy and have a blast Chinese New Year!

^ my solution ^

MY SOLUTION! Currently take chemistry so have to do experiments and memorise formulae which i totally hate ! Chemistry just doesn't get in my head! This was my second try. Apparently my first solution got over heated and it was dried up and BURNED. so paise. Even the chem teacher laughed! Then did second one but sad, crystals didn't appear cause no time for the crystals to form. Other people's crystals were so nice. Some of them were even tempted to smuggle their test tube out of the chem lab.

WOW, Chinese New Year's here! SO no school till wed! Woahh! hehehs!

Then Meghy invited some of us to her house for Chinese New Year tomorrow. Looking forward going to her house.

Another boring day; Friday.

Early in the morning had Social Studies! Nearly slept until the SS teacher asked me questions. She loves picking new students and she only remembers my name. How lucky am i! Wow, she gave allot of homework sia. Then during maths had to rush through my homework cause hadn't finish it yet. Didn't how to do! Then had to skip lunch! Today had Netball Training again! From 1.30 to all the way to 6 plus. Had blisters sia. And had game for 2 hours! We were all screaming and shouting for the ball. Even the teachers were warning us not to scream during game. At 7 had parents meeting which i obviously didn't go! =P Too lazy ! Oh what the heck! What's the point of going there. Confirm the teacher gonna ask me HIMALEee.. why didn't u come ? Didn't i tell u it is compulsory? Damm tired and lazy to go ah! ! Oh what the heck . I need to go sleep!

Boring Thursday

Woah! I'm dead beat today but I'm still going aerobic! =D hehehs. Nothing better to do. Aiyo! got lots of homework also sia. I wonder when i will do? Today morning only woke up at 7 cause school was starting late and i had the weirdest dream. When i woke up, i was crying. Me and my dreams! Was super sleepy in the class. Then later during Mother Tongue period helped Binu with her drawing which i was proud of it! After school, had Netball meeting. Competition is next Wednesday during mass cca! I doubt we can win but we will be putting in our best efforts to win! This year at least have to get 1 trophy! Die die also but get. Oops, i better start getting ready for aerobic later Laxmi torture me for coming late. Though it's little today, will write more tomorrow k .



ps: afraid of losing you.

Tolerable Wednesday

Today got lot of homework sia. Not that alot but Ok ok ah. And I'm blogging when I'm suppose to do my homework. Oh, what the heck. I'm neglecting my school homework. Had Netball today, waah made me run allot sia and do push-ups! More chance to lose weight! hahaha! but too bad ate alot just now. hehehs! Then had blisters on my foot! Ewe. couldn't walk properly sia and on top of that Netball ended quite late. I know i know, it's to build up our stamina since South-Zone Competition is coming. GOOD LUCK to ME! Cause we are not even ready. I wonder how we are gonna survive. During Netball Training , we were all singing then got scolded by coach for not being serious and had to pass 2KG ball again. hehehs. Think some of my fats melted, I hope so! Thought i was losing weight but it's increasing sia! Hmm?something wrong with my body!? I guess not. Oh what the heck. I better go do my homework or else will be staying up till midnight to do homework. Waah! Blog tomorrow again since would be coming home earlier k.

mOnday.

Today, the O level result was out. We had to go watch them get their result. And within ONE year, i would be in their poistion! WOW! Time flies so quickly, isn' it. SO quickly that i would be taking o level this year which i'm TOTALLY not ready for! God, wish i was still in primary school but at the same i don't wish i were. Cause after O level, i would be so free and at the same time, i will not be hearing that irritating alarm clock. Just went hall to look at people's face whether crying and shouting for joy. After that got bored went for cca which Binu, Aysha and me were late. Training was quite tiring. My foot pain. Then had game. Aiyo, my team lost sia and i had to wash the bep. what the ! My bag got heavier only. I knew the teacher would ask me to wash. Just my luck. Came home quite late cause had to buy books in Popular and the queue in Popular was quite long. Oh gosh, i still have e math homework to do sia. Update tomorrow again if have time.

OUR NETBALL MOMENTS !

photos that we took during sec 1 orientation.

And FINALLY, it was FRIDAY!

Finally, it was Friday, i was like woohoo! hahahs! BUT i forgot that we had to set up our cca booth for sec 1 orientation. WHAT THE! Did it to get CIP points, for O level sake! We had nothing prepared actually. After school, at two-thirty went Popular to buy materials to make posters and stuff to make our booth pretty. hehehes! And guess what, we were late to beautify our booth cause we were trying to decide how to beautify our booth. We just bought stuffs and sweets(erm, to bribe people). We ran to school. Then started hurrying to make posters. Then Sabina and Binu with other people went to move our netball pole to hall. DAMM IT that guys, didn't even want to help sia. And they call themselves a MAN. But eventually only two guys came to help. Because of them, we did everything in time. Then we had to take the finishing touch! The SWEETS! =D On the way to hall, Binu and i were fooling around. Running like a lunatic and laughing like a crazy women. Later, we found out two guys were looking at us. Wow, embarrassing sia cause i was shaking my butt. hehehs! In the hall, parents still hadn't came and our booth looked attractive then others. hehehs! The work of last minute work. So we were standing on the benches and taking pictures. So many people were looking at us! WAIT, not to forget! One of my classmate kept telling me that MY butt was FLESHY! Sigh, what to do. My butt's like that. Later when the parents came, we gave out a bookmark(made by ourselves) and invited them to see our booth. Wow, some said they weren't sporty and most of the sec 1s were boy. hiyah! Finally when the talked finished, went to netball room to clean up after arranging things in hall. When we were going home, Sabina, Binu and Laxmi wanted to wait for Zaac. Our first high-school crush. hahahs. He didn't came. Went to bus stop. Was waiting for bus, when Sabina suddenly pointed in front of us. Isn't that Zaac!? she shouted! hahahs. But unfortunately, it was just a mistaken identity. JUST went home, when he didn't came cause he too takes the same bus. Finnally reached home at ten. The first time, i was this late from school! Looking forward to come home late from school again. =P

Thursday

BUSY BUSY BUSY! That what i been since school started so had no time to blog! :D On Thurday, we went Nanyang Poly to have a tour. And you know WHAT!? they made us walk here and there! On top of that, had heavy bag. So Binu and i complained until the tour ended. Wow, they even gave us a side bag with a pen and a water bottle. When Binu didn't recieved the goodie bag. She actually swallowed her pride and went to ask. hahahs. When we got out of poly, saw somebody. What the heck. Not my business. When i reached home at about three -thirty, mum said have to go to my brother school for parent and teacher meeting and that i had to get ready fast! I was like what the heck. Cause i didn't even had proper sleep the day before, had headache and with the toppings i was extremely tired. Eventually, i got ready for my mum sake.
Ermm.. jus got ready anyhow. Was told that the program will start at five-thirty, but we reached at five. Wow, couldn't get any better. We jus sat and i listen music. Then i started doozing off, when i woke up, the hall was starting to fill with parents. And guess what?! When the program sarted, the principal talked, then the vice-principal, the cca teacher, the discipline teacher, the pccg teacher, the cyber-wellness teacher then the vice-principal. You do not know how boring that was. After that, they had dinner for us. It was damm delicious sia. Then later after eating, someone brought a plateful of chicken wings. Ate like a hungry ghost cause i didn't even eat after i came back from school. Came home at 9. Tried to finish my homework. Then slept late again. The whole week haven't had a peacful sleep. Erm.. i guess thats it!

nver been this tired

WAahh... today in science lab, i broke a test tube.! hehehs. embarrassing~ Today was quite boring, nearly slept in my physic class. Had to carry lots of books. On top of that, my teacher gave out our last year book. EXTRA heavy! Couldn't believe my luck! Then after school we had mass cca thats means we are locked inside our school just so we could go for our cca. Had netball for 3 HOURs. tiring ah. Then came home at 8. quite late. My foot was hurting. Then ironed my uniforms hehehes, was being good. Then had MOMO (dumplings) hehehs. Ate alot, delicious ah! I still had homeworks to do. I was half way doing, then felt lazy, so i came online and here i am updating my blog lor!

2nd day of school, or is it the 3rd ?

Yesterday was the first day of school of the week and we had netball training (my cca! ). I was looking forward to go to training since i didn't went during December holidays. Lets just say i was in holiday mood and LAZY of course. =P Why did the teachers even had to put classes and training during the holidays! ? Yeah, i know i know! FOR OUR OWN GOOD! So yesterday for
the first time, i didn't sleep in class which i usually do! dun know why. And training which was usually hard, was easy this time but tiring. We had to pass 2kg medicine ball. You guys do not know how heavy it is when u pass but u will get used to it. hehehs! After that we passed normal ball and it was like a miracle had happened,it was LIGHT as a feather! Due to the training only reached home at about 8 so had no time to blog!

.....the next day........ still wasn't looking forward to go to school !


TODAY we had Principle's Talk. Sheesh .. It was about the 'O' level. I wonder how many talks we were gonna have in our secondary life. I know it was for our own good, right! O level's important. It is our passport to the next portal! POA lesson was quite boring and as usual didn't understand what language she was talking. I don't seem to understand her. Weird ? Kept looking at the clock, waiting for the time to pass by so that we could go home! Wait it wasn't even the classroom clock cause it's spoiled! And jus now just packed my books for tomorrow, i felt like i was carrying gold inside my bag. Gee, wish it was gold, hahahas! Was damm heavy so will not taking some books.
As each year goes by, have u notice the books get thinker and thicker. amazing!
But life goes on, though we suffer carrying heavy books to school!

Sunday!

Wow , didn't knew that Sunday would be so boring. I have particular nothing to do! But i have lots to do! So basically i have no idea to start from . I'm so bored! I better go find somethin to do ..

gifts !

Hmmm... Urmi gave me this necklace! Nice isn't it! with an earing and sweets,bubblegums. hehhes!

Both of them went nepal.
Seems like Urmi didn't enjoy nepal tht much! I HOPE she will when she goes back again! And Anjali, she enjoyed! ANJALI! I hope you two get to meet each other again k! hehehs

:D... The bracelet Anjali gave me! Nice, isn't it! ~

The photo i took before goin tp with Anjali and Sabina.!

Jus another ordinary day ! isn't it

WOW! Today when i woke up, i was half neaplese and became half chinese.heheh. My right eye was swollen.>>>>> Can see my right eye do nt have double eyelide! My mum said it was because i was lobi (selfish)! But i don't believe her, cause 1. I'm not selfish. 2. My bro is more selfish than u think he is! ( Just statin the facts! hehehs ) And today went tp ( Toa Payoh ) with Sabina and Anjali !

And SO me and Anjali had to gallop like a horse on the stairs, cause the lift was SPOILED! WOW, on the wrong day! On they way down, Anjali gave me a bracelet and chiochio, titoras! hehehes.

We went Tp! Anjali bought school shoes.AND Anjali and Sabina cut their hair. Erm, we went toilet and took photo! Then had nothin to do there so we bought ice-creams and and went home.. not excatly went home.

We went Urmila's house but unfortunately she was sleeping! sad.

No choice, we went home and so im here, updatin my blog! =D

first day of school

first day of school totally

sucked

, cause there was only talks! waah , was

dammed sleepy!

I kinda

hate

it when i found out who was my Form Teacher.. dun really

like

her...

I really hope that Mr Kong would

COME BACK =D..

miss him already !

And the best thing is i dun

EVEN

feel like i'm sec 4! Wow

(amazin isn't it!) hehehs ..

So today went to school with new bag and new school shoes.

My school shoes was

totally

killing me ..couldn't walk properly.

I guess 2009's gonna be

pretty

hectic life because of O-levels !

(I'M NOT EVEN PREPARED!)

so i really have to work hard. O-level

scares

me when i think of it..

And not to forget!

SWEET SIXTEEN s

and like urmi said study hard and party harder ! keke ..

mine is still long way ! not fair sia!

5nov