I stomped on my dignity,
& loved you.
I cried everytime when i think of you.
That few months was enough for me to think.
Enough time in the world.
As time passed,
I regretted giving you my love.
I regretted holding you back.
I cried alot because of you.
Why do i have to face this pain alone.
I cried silently and wordlessly.
Boy, I can never forget the hurt.
The world without you
has just begun.
Is it wrong that i wanna laugh again?
Is it wrong that i want something more,
after that 3 years?
If i were to give u 1 more chance,
I would only be giving u high hopes.
By then it would be too late for me,
for you; There will only be a empty shell of mine.
I will be with you, and if
i wanted something more .
Then going back to you would be my biggest regret.
& i would blame myself &
some people
who gave me the thought of giving you another chance.
I know i'm selfish.
You may see it from his view,
but what about mine?
