Selfish

I stomped on my dignity,

& loved you.

I cried everytime when i think of you.

That few months was enough for me to think.

Enough time in the world.

As time passed,

I regretted giving you my love.

I regretted holding you back.

I cried alot because of you.

Why do i have to face this pain alone.

I cried silently and wordlessly.

Boy, I can never forget the hurt.

The world without you

has just begun.

Is it wrong that i wanna laugh again?

Is it wrong that i want something more,

after that 3 years?

If i were to give u 1 more chance,

I would only be giving u high hopes.

By then it would be too late for me,

for you; There will only be a empty shell of mine.

I will be with you, and if

i wanted something more .

Then going back to you would be my biggest regret.

& i would blame myself &

some people

who gave me the thought of giving you another chance.

I know i'm selfish.

You may see it from his view,

but what about mine?