Valentine Day

14 feb.

Happy Valentine Day. Atleast i didn;t get to spent it all alone. Went to Marina Barage and had our funs there with sujan and shashi. Though we were quite jealous about girls with their huge bouquet of flowers, we had our single's talk. Night view at marina barage is incredible. The sky , the stars and flying octopus. haha. When i say flying octopus , i mean kites. Well, some do looks like an octopus or jellyfish, goldfish . Hm... baked brownies and it had turned out perfect. Not to mention , from marina to marina barage took taxi with three unknown man. Geez, i was scared. But what the heck , this is singapore. Guresomes attacks doesn;t happen here. Or should i say i'm just lucky. hahas. Anyways, we had macaronis, hotdog and fishballs. deehee. Loves sujan's mum macaroni. Arrived home only about 230 am . Couldn;t find taxi, call also put us on hold for so long . So we decided take a walk. Walked more than 2km when a taxi finally decieds to stop, i guess the taxi driver felt pity for us. Three girls, all alone, in the dark, trying to walk to the city.

Oh yeah , for valentine's i received 2 rings! hehes. From friends.

A day after

I don't wanna say these words to you. I have no courage. You left me speechless. You left me in the most awkward position. I couldn't say anything. Those few words was what all i could say. Somehow, i could see it coming. Those sleepless night. I understood but moving on isn't easy as you say. Just when i had finally hold on to you. Just when i thought no matter what it will be you. You let go. I told myself i wouldn't cry. I don't it to be you, the reason for it. You got me thinking alot. & It hurts; headaches. But still at the end of the day, i shall be here for you. It so hard cause i'm not used to it. Those hands weren't holding me down. It's never again, i will be without.

& I shall just wait for the right moment. Lets just see what life has in store for us.

Random

Man makes heap of mistakes and creates a monster call destiny. Heard it somewhere in one of the episode of criminal minds. hmm..been watching too much of it. :') "I will make this year a better year with no regrets" thats wat i 've been telling myself. Even if can't. I should atleast try,right. As usual, stayed at home all day. No school for this week because of new year. Waking up late enough.& not to forget , two more weeks before the major exam. Shall study for it. hmm.. im starting to have craving. eeeee... there's alrd list of food in the back of my mind. Argh, I'm on diet. sheez. Shall knock out for now. Early in the morning, tuition. then out shopping with my beautfiul ladies. Live your life. Now or never.

Take Me As I Am

&I shall hold onto you.

I will be your hand , Take me as i am.

Take me as i am, cause i'm going.

I was too scared to start, now i;m too scared to let go.