Thinking big

I thought my eyes were closed. But I'm in a dream awake.
Yeah, i heard enough nonsenses. Not gonna let it get to me. Dammit , I got to do this. & Baby, i know u gonna make it. No matter what they say. Its only getting better. Those weren't the hands that were holding me down. You let go and i fell down hard. Either way, i here. But somehow, i wish i could make everything better. Boy, i just wish you could say something.

Lately, I just been thinking too much.

Your words.

What are words, when you don't mean when you say them? & Only meant for good times.

It's finally weekend. It neva felt like there was, during attachment. Damm, it was like being in hell for the 1st week. Eventually, got used to it slowly. Wasn't that bad at the last week. Big mommas! Watched it today. It was hilarious. So many plans for this holiday, but so little days. Wanna chop my hair off and dye. Feeling sad abt chopping my hair short. Hope all goes well. Not to mention , planning to go out with dipsie and sujan to peirce our ears. Never ending list. Not to mention. Confidence.Thats what i really need. To do the things i really want to do. I really want this. Amen. Sometimes, it's hard to sleep at night. Because u are there, sreaming in my mind. But to tell you the truth, i'm keeping my angel.