Snow , pretty please.

How i wish it would snow on this very day. (though i'm pretty sure my nose would suffer). I mean it would be awesome. I guess the only thing that's missing in the houses in Singapore is the chimney. You know the thoughts of fat Sana coming down your chimney to give your presents and you would leave milk and cookies (like stories) on the table just for Santa. It just a myth but that's what everyone would like to believe. 

Oh lord, even on this day , i m at home blowing my nose away.  

Had plans to go out, 

but was cancelled the last min. 

Feels so lonely at home. 

Missing my parents. 

Now , i just have to wait for evening 

to have dinner with my angels and devils. 

I guess life would be so boring without them 

Shall spent the rest of the afternoon uploading pictures. 

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I think I ve short term memory disease. I cannot remember what people said a min ago. And I ve been so not myself. My brain is sleeping though I'm awake. Sometimes , I dun know what I'm talking about , sometimes I wouldnt be able to stay what I want. I feel like breaking down. But somethings stopping me.
Some asked me what wrong with me. What would I say. What I feel is not you will be able to feel.

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Forever complaining

Sometimes, I just wanna escape from everything .But sometimes, I want to stay. Everything can be so fucked up . It hard to decide and too much to think. Can't have everything you want.. can't expect everything to happen that certain way. Sometimes , we break the promises we make to ourself ; the rules we impose on ourself. Ee... Why can't it be simple .

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Cold Monday Morning

It was never me. It was never you. It was always us. As days go by , I count down, hoping I made the right decision .

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Ooohhh

Ok here the thing. So much has been.happening this past few day. One thing is that club crawl has been successful. Haha. The other thing is I have successfully embarrassed myself during the 2vs2 battle. But Atleast I have gone thrg that stage. For a change , got to know the feeling of how it's like and when you are scared and nervous , your foot is literally stuck to the floors . And you can't even retreat even if u want to.

Now, I am really looking forward to other thing. *secret
;)

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When will you know it doesnt stop hurting. When will you know i"m trying to push you away? Why do u always keep bringing up the past? Why do you always give me that vibe? You know you should stop. It was your decision at first. So you live with it. You never realized but you only thought for yourself. I know you trying to relieve yourself from feeling gulity but its not helping in either ways. I just wonder is it on purpose or you never realize it?

Dance

No one said being a dancer was easy neither hard. It's a hard work and passion that really pushes us forward. Never thought being open and expressing your moves would be very hard. But no way am I giving it up. So much to learn but so little time. Joining free style battle. My first baby step in stepping out. I'm pretty sure I will embarrass myself, oh what the heck Atleast I'm trying. Nott much time left either. Confidence has always been a problem of mine. I wonder when will be the day that it wouldnt be . I guess some people have it easy, some hard. Forever,Fear and nervousness really gets the grip of me .. and its really hard to ignore.

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Thoughts.

What if saving lives was in your hand? What if you were the first one to carry a life that has stepped into this world. Would you even care?


Breaking point. It's Jus not meant for me. Tried my best to embrace. But I'm still trying. Can't let it go without a fight, would I.
If only she was here. If only. She would make it everything better.

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Run !!

First time playing running man in school. First time really makes you the most innocent and blur person there.. Who would know there would be spies in my own team. Two spies out of 3! My own team. But it was fun HAHA, & totally learnt my lesson not to trust anyone (in the game) !

Later, it was the spies vs the non spies aka the betrayed people. Of course, we won.



Should always trust your instinct.

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Fantasy

Sometimes I wonder what its like to fly in the sky? That feeling is what I want to feel. Will be the feeling of freedom ? Happy? Adrenaline rush ?

Stuck in my fantasy of Wonders.
Sometimes, I wish I could take away others' pain .

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1st Ever

It Was Like My First Competition (SSD) In My Entire Life. Lol. Gave my best shot , love the feeling of that moment. But still got to really work hard . :)

* Somehow I have this mixed feeling . Not feeling too good. *

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Open house

Had performance today. Love the crowd at the atrium and open house was awesome :D The fear of performing, is still there but it is not so much like previous.
<3 dance.

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